by Patrice McCullough
I keep searching, hoping, wishing believing and he’s not there
I keep falling, thinking, praying, crying and he’s is still not there
Have never been in love but want to be just once before I die
Looking towards the sky and thinking of all the many lies
I day dream of one day finding that special someone who will
Be true to me and I true to him we will go through this life together
Weathering the storms and keeping a strong foundation of trust, love and forgiveness
We will communicate, laugh eat and sleep together. Greet one another in the mornings with a warm kiss and soft caress thanking the Lord for bringing us together
Before we start our day, we will pray for strength to fight off the many evil temptations that face us everyday
When God sends my soul mate my true love; I will humbly accept my blessing
No longer, will I continue to allow a man to choose me nor will I choose him
From this day, fourth God will be doing the choosing.
Some things are just better left to the man upstairs because it is obvious that my choices are not working out.
Love hurt sometimes
Why would love hurt me
What did I do, please tell me love
So ill know the truth.
One day you love me
You shine my heart true
Make my joy happen
I smile cause it’s you
As time went by I began to see
The love I thought was you
It was all me.
But my desire kept growing
With the thought of loving you
Could not believe that it was not true
The pain was real, I could not deny
Cause in my eyes were real tears
When I would cry.
Even though it hurt sometimes
Real Real bad…. When I would see you my heart
Would be glad…
What is this happening
Don’t make no sense to me..
My heart wont release
Your love it cant be..
It finally came
I finally got the clue..
It’s not me you love
Cause you doing you…